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Find your wings.............

Today someone fleetingly commented on worth and selling yourself short because you don't think you're worth enough. That comment has stuck with me since so much so,that instead of going out I needed to go home and just spend some time with God in Bible study and prayer.

I found myself drawn into Psalm 139. All of a sudden I was sobbing at the beauty and truth of this psalm. 'Where can I go from your Spirit? Where can I flee from your presence?' (verse 7) Whenever we want to hide from God whether that be denying Him or convincing ourselves we are doing His will when we know we're not, He is still there. He knows what we are doing. We cant hide.

God knows us and all He wants for us is good. So those who convince us to do something which won't bring goodness to us, aren't telling us to do something for God.

After my time out I needed to be free so in usual Emma style went for a drive. Once in the beautiful Southend I went armed for my usual beach walk with my IPod.

The song came on 'Find your wings' by Mark Harris. Once again I found myself weeping at the unconditional love and father figure we receive from God. Many role models in our lives don't turn out to be all that we want or need or actually deserve, but God is that steady rock that we can rely, depend and lean upon.

He helps us to find our wings.....


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