I didn't realise until these last few weeks that I cannot deal with pressure. I thought I was pretty good at coping, however have been proved wrong.
I had six university assignments to hand in this week, which I panicked about so much its unbelievable!!! After all the stress I put myself under, I finished before the deadline and handed them in early.
I have hidden myself away from the world for a while, ignoring calls, texts and emails as well as deactivating facebook and blog accounts, cancelling time with my friends, the people that I actually should have asked support from. However in true Emma fashion reckoned I could deal with things in my own head space, all alone.
As some special people have reminded me over the last year, things don't ever need to be dealt with alone. That is not why God placed friends in our lives. That is why the man was lowered to the feet of Jesus by his friends when he could not get there himself, that is why Aaron and Hur held Moses' arms up when he became tired - that is what our friends are placed into our lives to do.
I had six university assignments to hand in this week, which I panicked about so much its unbelievable!!! After all the stress I put myself under, I finished before the deadline and handed them in early.
I have hidden myself away from the world for a while, ignoring calls, texts and emails as well as deactivating facebook and blog accounts, cancelling time with my friends, the people that I actually should have asked support from. However in true Emma fashion reckoned I could deal with things in my own head space, all alone.
As some special people have reminded me over the last year, things don't ever need to be dealt with alone. That is not why God placed friends in our lives. That is why the man was lowered to the feet of Jesus by his friends when he could not get there himself, that is why Aaron and Hur held Moses' arms up when he became tired - that is what our friends are placed into our lives to do.
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