I have really struggled today. Couldn't tell you why, don't really know myself. I don't really even know what I have been struggling with. I have just had that real sense
of being alone. I have been missing my nan so much recently. Missing her smile, her love and just really her companionship - it has been really tough. She always knew what to do in a problem or when I am in a state, she just had all the advice anyone would need to know. My Nan was a really amazing woman. We all took the mick out of her because of her stubborn ways and hilarious mannerisms - but we loved her nevertheless. She would have done any thing for anyone, no questions asked and no need to explore any further. The one good thing about my Nans death, is that she died knowing Gods love and saving grace. So I can live self-assured and content that one day I will meet her again in a better place. Until then I will fondly remember her for the amazing woman she was xxx
Today we put up the church Christmas decorations which was so comical, we had such a giggle and really enjoyed ourselves. It wasn't until I got home that it sank in - it is almost Christmas. Can you believe that we are already in December? Chris and I led our last youth cell till 2008 this evening and it was hilarious with the kids. They are just the greatest bunch of young people anyway, but playing games such as twister with them was just side splitting! Talking to them about Christmas and this time of year was just so thought provoking, they say what the usual teenagers say (actually what the majority of people say!) how they're looking forward to the food, presents and dressing up, on the other hand just simple comments like 'I am looking forward to the carol service', 'I am looking forward to spending time with my family' and 'I am looking forward to spending time away from the commercial Christmas' (how huge is that for a 13 year old to say!!!) Com...
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