I have really struggled today. Couldn't tell you why, don't really know myself. I don't really even know what I have been struggling with. I have just had that real sense
of being alone. I have been missing my nan so much recently. Missing her smile, her love and just really her companionship - it has been really tough. She always knew what to do in a problem or when I am in a state, she just had all the advice anyone would need to know. My Nan was a really amazing woman. We all took the mick out of her because of her stubborn ways and hilarious mannerisms - but we loved her nevertheless. She would have done any thing for anyone, no questions asked and no need to explore any further. The one good thing about my Nans death, is that she died knowing Gods love and saving grace. So I can live self-assured and content that one day I will meet her again in a better place. Until then I will fondly remember her for the amazing woman she was xxx
So recently I have been very efficient and have been making lots of lists. Like most people I have made a list of things I want to do before I die.......it is HUGE!!!! I have so many things I want to do - looks like I am going to be very very busy!!! Thought I would share 10 things. 1. Get Married 2. Become a Mum 3. Go Bungee Jumping 4. Watch the Lion King in London 5. Go to the top of the Eiffel Tower 6. Meet Take That (!) 7. Sing on a West End Stage 8. Go to Australia 9. Write My Story 10. Touch 20 people's lives Just a small insight to one of my random lists!!!
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