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Last Night.........

You know when you have that feeling of just being completed deflated?!?!? I felt like that tonight (Thurs). Although I loved every second of work it had been long and tiring, I was truly shattered. And you know when you look in your diary and just think please Lord let my eyes be deceiving me and please don't say I have a 7:30pm meeting I just really cant handle it, not tonight!

Instead of my eyes playing tricks the diary was correct and I went to the 7:30pm meeting really not in the right frame of mind for anything.

Whist in this anti-social state this amazing truly spirit filled group of 12 or so people started our meeting off with the most humbling worship. So much so I was fighting back the streams of tears that were just flowing down my face. I was unable to get my words out. I was in such awe of what an amazing Lord we have, and to think that I was previously complaining because I was tired and felt groggy and just really wanted to go home. It is like I had completely forgotten those words and needed to get back to the heart of worship, because it is all about Jesus. I just had to completely focus on Him. In those couple of beautiful worship songs we sang I felt like I had been stripped bear and left just completely vulnerable for the whole world to see. I needed that to be done to realise why I was there. The amazing worship that came out of those few minutes just took my breathe away. The Holy Spirit was so present and stirring so much inside of people, so much inside of me. Our God is so awesome!!!

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