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Search Me.......

Ok, I cant sleep and cant say I am impressed by it. I have a busy day tomorrow so really need my sleep - but whatever I do is not helping. I have gone for a drive, sat by the sea, walked along the front, counted sheep you name it I have done it!!!

So I decided to sort out my IPod. It has so much rubbish on and thought it would be good to get some new stuff on it for the holiday period. Sorting through my Cd's and found one I received a while ago by Vicky Beeching called 'Yesterday, today and forever' it is awesome.

I stumbled across this song called 'Search Me'. The Lyrics are as followed:

Search me Oh God
Search me and find
Any way in me that does not reflect Your purity
Refine me Oh God
In the fire of Your gaze
That I might be holy in all of my ways
Take me deeper Lord
Draw me closer Lord…

Give me a heart after Your own heart
Give me a mind that is pure and pleasing to You
Fill me with love
With Your power and Your joy
That this world might see You in me

They to me were just so challenging. Psalm 139:22 states "See if there is any offensive way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting."

That is so my prayer right now. I want to make every breath and every moment I have count for God. I want to be pure in heart and a beacon for His kingdom. Yet that is so hard and I know I will fail. However I also know that my Father will be there to spur me on, to encourage me, to guide and support me. He has placed people by my side to stand with me, united, in order that we may reach out to those who do not yet know Him.

I know I must constantly be refined by my maker, I pray that I may enable that process to happen.

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